Essays, talks and conversations — on psychedelics, mental health, and the ethics of how we live. Some of it polished, some of it raw. All of it mine.
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What Bryan Johnson Got Right About 5‑MeO‑DMT — and What He Didn't Need to Say
The piece that travelled furthest: a practitioner's answer to the world's most optimised man, on what the strongest psychedelic on earth actually asks of a person.
Aubrey Marcus, Ayahuasca and Attachment Trauma — Why This Throuple Model Worries Me
When a public figure turns a private experiment into a teaching, somebody should ask what the medicine and the attachment system have to say about it. So I did.
Practical, unromantic writing about ayahuasca and psilocybin: how to choose a retreat, what integration actually involves, and what nobody tells you before ceremony.
A free, referenced knowledge base on psychedelics, depression, anxiety and integration — written for people who want the full picture, not the marketing version.
Why Antidepressants Don't Work for Everyone — The Root Causes of Depression
If you've done everything the system recommended and still don't feel like yourself, that isn't a failure of willpower. It's a failure of the model. A complete map of what depression actually is.